My new reality.

Here I am. It’s been a rough couple of months, and the lack of blogging is mostly related to my mood: sad and overwhelmed. A lot has been placed on my plate, and whether I want it or not, it remains. And as selfish as it is, I feel that I am too young to be dealing with this. This is not how I pictured my life. This is not what I thought I needed to be prepared for. But unfortunately the option to give up, is not an option. We must move forward, and somewhere along the way I got placed in the front. I want my old life back, but everyday I am reminded that this is my new reality. I’m not going to lie, I’m tired. I’m sad. I’m overwhelmed. I’m scared.

How I wish my days were consumed with watching the faucet drip.